WHY I M HERE..........

          Many times i thought the purpose of being here on earth. every morning when  i woke up ,every night when i sleep ; i found myself being surrounded by an unusual thought, that WHY I M HERE .... if i have to die 'one day' the DAY after which i will be no more and nobody will care that i m no more then whatever i m doing .. is for whom....i feel a strange restlessness and i saw my body as of body of another person ,completely strange one. but.... things didnt stop with this feeling only ... they goes beyond that where i feel myself in front of  MYSELF . and there, my one MYSELF ask another one that why are u in such dilemma  , why are u confuse about ur purpose of being here, then ahead he (MYSELF) remind me my purpose ... he show me how people of different sect of society are living their lives. first he show a child of a slum who was bare footed running over a road full of dust and rubbish material  and at the same time he show me a child of same age with color full dress with a pinky school bag running for a school bus . then, he show me the child with barefoot again.. but this time not on that road but in front of a temple playing with his friends and waiting for Aarti (worship)  to finish, not because they want to make the god happy but because after Aarti  they will get the food..... this process happen only two days monday and tuesday ,when they got the food ,rest of the days they all wandering  but with a aim to beg some money so that they could arrange their food, meanwhile the child who went to school return back to home , his school bus leave him in front of his door and all his friend said him bye, her mom came from inside and kiss him on his soft cheeks with full of love . today, she had made a special lunch for her beloved one.
          Here my one MYSELF ask me why this DISCRIMINATION .. and most important one that WHAT R U DOING FOR THIS....I became speechless and could not reply ....
          After this little interview with MYSELF i feel very disappointed for those children who could not have even their one time meal.the possibilities of these children  to become a thief , a murderer or a maoist are very high.if this thing goes on and DISCRIMINATION for basic needs persist ,then i feel that our nation would be on verge of self destruction where it  would be very difficult to return without complete change in the system.
           Now question is what should i do? and how would i could?
what should be done is quite clear i think ..that is to make those deprived be a part of equal society .but most important thing is what would be our part.... this question still gnawing me and making me restless again. i need to have one more interview with MYSELF  i think. let se when this happen.....